Best Of SXSW Film Film Portraits

Since South by Southwest is happening now I thought I should do a SXSW throwback post. I went to SXSW 14 years in a row and it was not only one of my favorite music festivals, but it was also a fantastic film fest and I did a long running series of film portraits there that I thought would be good to highlight.

I went to SXSW for the first time in 2004 when I was managing a band called the Gaskets. The first couple years we went and played backyard BBQs and stuff like that but in 2006 they were finally accepted as an official act to the music festival, and not only that, but we submitted a music video to the film festival and got into that as well. Because we were in both parts of the festival (SXSW Interactive barely existed back then) we were given Platinum passes which got you into everything. We had a blast watching movies, seeing bands, and playing shows.

Fast forward t0 2010 and I was covering the South By Southwest music festival for The Village Voice, LA Weekly and their other dozen or so weekly papers around the country. I had this idea of trying to get them to let me cover the film festival as well, so I pitched this idea of shooting red carpet stuff and covering some of the interactive and just pumping out some extra galleries. I think I was making $250 a gallery back then so it wasn’t about the money, it was about getting that Platinum press pass. My editor agreed.

My plan was just to fuck around, shoot a handful of red carpets and watch a bunch of movies but as soon as I was approved for the press pass I started getting emails from publicists asking me to interview their directors and stars. I had never covered a press junket before, but I had this idea. I started emailing publicists back and asking them if instead of an interview I could get five minutes with their talent for a photo. Honestly the publicist were a little confused by the request. These days every festival and award show has pop up photo booths for post event coverage, but at the time that wasn’t really a thing. Luckily a handful of publicists granted my request, and between those portraits, my red carpet coverage, and a few random celebrity sightings, I ended up with a gallery. It must have done pretty well because my SXSW Film Portraits series continued for five years, running until the Village Voice was sold in 2015. 

I have so many stories from these shoots, but I will try and just pick a few. It was such a high pressure situation for me and great training because often I would have less than five minutes with the talent and almost always terrible lighting and locations. I would go to wherever they were doing the junket and try and find some place to pull people for a shoot. Sometimes we’d get to go onto the street, but you can’t really do that with bigger celebrities, so it would be in ugly hotel conference rooms, hopefully by a window. It’s so funny to me to see how many of these photos are backlit because all I was working with was a window. I even backlit Brie Larson and John Gallagher Jr .for some reason even though we were outside. So many of these are taken on the balcony of the Driskill hotel which is fine for one year, but when you keep shooting there for 5 years it gets a bit repetitive. Despite all that, I do have a few shots I love. The gallery is a mix of some of my better photos with some of the bigger names I photographed. I tried not to post more than two photos of the same person from the same shoot and I only posted my digital work. Some of my best shots were actually shot on black and white film. I would always sneak in a shot or two for myself.

The story I have probably told the most was from the very first year I did it. I had photographed plenty of celebrities in my work as a nightlife photographer, but photographing Bill Murray, Robert Duvall and Sissy Spacek together was a very next level and I was late for the shoot. Austin during SXSW was a mess and in the pre-Uber days you had to just call a cab. I was staying 15 minutes north of the city at my buddy Mike’s place and it took over an hour for me to get a cab. Luckily the publicist was understanding and he just moved me to the end of their day. When I got there I was so stressed out and by far the most nervous I have ever been for a shoot. I had to sit around for a while waiting for them to finish just getting more and more nervous and when it was finally my turn, Bill and Robert just absolutely let me have it. They kept joking about how I was too good for them and just giving me so much shit for being late. Since it was the last thing they had to do, we walked outside behind the hotel and there were a ton of people watching and I was too nervous to tell them to do anything so I just tried my best to get something. I wanted to get solo shots of them but I didn’t want to tell them to move away from each other which is if you look at my solo shot of Bill Murray you can see Robert Duvall’s whole arm in there. When I went to get a solo shot of Sissy I got really close to her and she said something about how I was too close to her, and I told her it was a wide lens. She was like “let me see the photo, I look terrible wide!” I showed her the photo and she actually loved it. Later that night I went and shot the red carpet for their movie Get Low. When Sissy was on the carpet she saw me, and ran over to me, gave me a big hug, and told all the other photographers how great I was. One of my all time favorite celebrity interactions. 

One of my least favorite celebrity interactions was photographing Adam Brody. I have had celebrities be dicks to me, but I am always understanding because it has to suck to have people shoving a camera in your face all day long, but when you are doing a press junket, 90% of your job is to be nice to the press. Adam Brody wasn’t mean to me or anything, but it was even worse. He just wouldn’t acknowledge me or make eye contact. His publicist actually had to apologize to me later. That same publicist was also the publicist for Get Low and became one of the biggest supporters of the project and he actually ended up getting me two jobs. He was Robert Duvall’s publicist and got one of my Duvall photos on the cover of Texas Lifestyle magazine and he had Duvall hire me to photograph a SXSW after party for his film Wild Horses.

My favorite person to photograph for these was Alia Shawkat. She is just so god damn photogenic. I got to photograph her twice and both times I got shots I love. I shot the press junket for The Final Girls and every photo I took for that was in this hideous mixed fluorescent light inside a restaurant, but when it was time to shoot Alia she walked into the kitchen and I shot her pulling out a bunch of potatoes on a kitchen rack and it’s honestly one of my favorite celebrity shots of all time. Kate Lyn Sheil and Emmy Rossum are two other insanely photogenic humans who I was lucky enough to photograph.

I had some very quick but very good conversations with a handful of people. Adrien Brody told me how excited he was to take photos with me because his mom worked for the Village Voice. Paul Walker was really interested in my film cameras and was so unexpectedly great. Matt Lucas and I talked about the death of close friends which meant a lot to me. Jermaine Clement’s publicist told me I couldn’t take photo of him until he was done eating a sandwich and I told him about my upcoming book Dinner With Igor where I photographed people eating, and he was super into that and every photo I took of him was with a sandwich in his hand. 

I got to photograph a bunch of people I knew from the NYC comedy scene and it was cool to catch up with people like Kumail Nanjiani and Mike Birbiglia who I hadn’t seen in years. I used to be friendly with Reggie Watts back in the day and when I shot the people behind JASH (Tim & Eric, Michael Cera, Sarah Silverman and Reggie) I didn’t think he recognized me, but suddenly in the middle of the shoot he realized who I was and started telling everyone they needed to check out my website. That was a cool moment. 

I got to shoot some celebrity crushes which was fun. I got to shoot my 90s “Kids” crushes Chloe Sevigny and Rosario Dawson but honestly don’t remember much from either shoot. Juliette Lewis was way more memorable and two out of the three times I photographed her she was super flirty with me which my 15 year old self would be incredibly psyched to hear. I didn’t have a crush on her until I met her but Gillian Jacobs became a new crush. I had two deeply awkward moments with Aubrey Plaza that I would tell you about but this is way too long already. 

I totally forgot to mention at the beginning but one of the main reasons I wanted to shoot the film fest in 2010 was because a bunch of my friends were going. My friend Lena Dunham had made a small film called Tiny Furniture that got accepted into the festival. My friend Teddy did the music and titles, my brother did some editing, my ex girlfriend was in it, and I really wanted to be there with all of them. Tiny Furniture ended up winning best film or something and it was so crazy to see a friend of yours just blow up instantly. Judd Apatow ended up seeing it and two years later I was there with them watching the GIRLS premiere. Oh, I also ran the Tiny Furniture Twitter account and was in the first season of GIRLS but my scene got cut out. Ironically I never did a proper portrait of Lena for the gallery, just shots on the street during the premieres. 

Man, I did not see myself writing nearly 2000 words today, but here we are. I guess when you have five years of boring name droppy stories to tell and are on your third cup of coffee things happen… Anyway, I hope you dig the photos and I hope one day I get to do more portraits at film festivals, because they are a lot of fun and I love movies.

Brynn Michaels In A Minivan

Back in January I was in New York for this big charity event I help run every year and I needed to rent a minivan for it. I was only gonna be in Brooklyn for one night before heading to New Jersey for the event (and my friend’s 40th birthday party which he held at an NJ mall for some insane reason). I don’t have any models to photograph in North Carolina for some reason, so I hit up a few people in NYC to see if they wanted to shoot. My pal Brynn Michaels was down but had dinner plans. My flight was delayed and by the time I would get back to my place it was going to be too dark, but I had an idea. I would drive directly to her from the rental car place, and we would shoot in the minivan. 

If you are a long time reader of this blog you might notice that I don’t use studio lighting and I don’t use flash very often for my portrait work, so when I got to Brynn’s and turned on just the car lights I was deeply concerned at how dark it was in the van. I knew I could take some flash photos, but it was too dark to do anything else. Fortunately Brynn had a little mini video light and we shot the whole thing with that. It turned out it was absolutely perfect for the job. I have nearly the same light and I normally bring it with me as a backup for exact situations like this but I didn’t think I was going to have time to photograph anyone since I only had that night. Luckily it all worked out.

I ended up really loving these photos and glad I could get Brynn some photos she likes as well. This is the third time we have worked together and the second time I managed to delete the photos off my memory card before backing them up. That is literally the only time I have ever done that in the 24 years that I have owned a digital camera. So I owed her some good photos… I should mention, just as a quick aside, that Brynn was still healing from a breast augmentation so she’s got some red scars that are healed now. I don’t edit scars and blemishes because I like to think of myself as a documentary photographer, even when I am shooting nudes in the back of a minivan. Luckily Brynn respects my dumb vision and is letting me post all the photos unedited so shout out to her for that. Personally scars and blemishes just make photos feel more real/raw to me and I think that’s what a lot of you guy appreciate about my work too. 

Anyway, while I was photographing Brynn I heard back from another one of the models I had hit up. I had mentioned the minivan to my friend Gia as well and she was down. She met up with me at my Brooklyn space right as I was parking. I knew it was going to be too dark in the van and I didn’t have a light for this shoot. We took a few photos at my spot but honestly the lighting there sucks so much I don’t even want to post those photos. We tried to shoot in the van after that and it really was too dark, but we tried. At the end I just used my iPhone light and those came out okay so I probably should have done more than that. After brightening them as much as I could in Lightroom, I ended up with 14 decent photos in the minvian that I uploaded as a little bonus.

So, as we move forward with this new site, all the NSFW images are going to be exclusively on Girls Of Driven By Boredom. This site is just going to have previews of shoots and then you can pay a few bucks a month to see the other shots. Fortunately Girls of DBB has tens of thousands of images on there. Everything that has been deleted from this site is still there, behind a paywall. Sorry, but blame the US government for the FOSTA/SESTA bill. 

So click over to Girls of DBB for 55 minivan photos of Brynn, 14 minvan photos of Gia. They each have another full shoot on there as well. In the meantime you can check out this preview gallery below… 

PS. I there’s also a 2 minute long video I shot of Brynn in the minivan. You can buy that alacarte without signing up Girls of DBB, but it’s free for members. 

The Night Michael Jackson Died – 6.25.09

I don’t have a great system for how reuploading old content is going to work. Unless someone pays me to dig up a specific event, so far the idea is just to open a random folder and see what’s inside and if it’s good, post it. For this first ever Vintage DBB post I decided to dig into the 2009 folder because that’s the earliest time period when I thought my event photography was actually good. I have a ton of earlier photos that I will post eventually, but I figured we should start out with some technically sound photos. The first folder I opened was today’s date, but it was sort of an atypical night, so I picked a date randomly, 6.25.09. Until I opened the folder, I had forgotten that I have that exact date tattooed to my leg.

It turns out, 6.25.09 was the day Michael Jackson died. Now it’s pretty clear at this point that he was a monster, but when he died Leaving Neverland hadn’t come out and while there were allegations, I still loved his music, not enough to get a tattoo of him, but he was the first artist I ever listened to that wasn’t forced on me by my parents. Thriller was the first album I ever owned. When he died it didn’t really have any impact on me, I don’t really like any of his music written since 1987 and it’s not like he was putting out new stuff. But for some reason I just though it would be funny if I got a Michael Jackson tattoo that day. I was kinda joking about it, but when a friend from the NY Post hit me up asking me if I knew of any memorial parties she could cover, I told her I might get a tattoo and she told me she would cover it if I got it, and suddenly the joke wasn’t a joke anymore. I went over to Fine Line Tattoo and got a dumb Michael Jackson tattoo while a photographer and writer from the NY Post watched. They never ran the story…

After I got tattooed I went over to Anchor bar because my friend Josh, aka The Fat Jew, hired me to shoot a party he was throwing. Kid Cudi was there for some reason. I don’t even remember what the party was exactly, and honestly what I wrote at the time gives me no additional information. I do remember that he never paid me, but we made it square when I had him play santa for my Christmas card that year. In my post at the time I said I didn’t really know anyone at the party, but I found a bad photo of my friend SERF before I knew him and a few photos of my buddy SAME who we lost back in 2020. Going back through my archives I keep finding photos of friends before I met them, and photos of way too many friends who are no longer with us. 

Speaking of no longer with us, after Anchor Bar I went over to Lit Lounge and the very first person I photographed there was my old friend and roommate Alex Magnetic. Alex was one of my all time favorite humans and was living with me when she died. Her death impacted my life in such a profound way and it was just a few months before the pandemic, which also altered my life in such a profound way. I feel like I am an old man now and I didn’t feel that way before she died. I think her death was the official end of my youth, even though I was 39 at the time. 

I don’t have a ton of shots from Lit. I think it was for the party NC-17, but not 100% sure. Jeremy Bastard was DJing, but maybe it was just a special MJ night or something. My blog gives no indication. The only real thing of note that night was that I went home with twin sisters, and when I say I went home with them, I just mean they crashed at my place so they didn’t have to drive to New Jersey or wherever they lived. What’s wild is that forever I had one of their bracelets in a bedside table drawer, hoping that I would figure out who left it there. Well 16 years later I finally figure it out but I finally threw it away when I moved, and I am not in contact with those girls anymore.

Lastly, I should mention that future throwback posts probably won’t be this long, but I just felt inspired since it’s the first post and I had a lot to say, but I am excited to go back and tell old stories and relive some of these memories.  Also, I should mention that I registered vintagedbb.com which will just redirect to the Vintage DBB posts on website, in case you ever want to see what new old stuff I have posted. You can also check the @vintagedbb Instagram account as well. Now go check out the photos from the night Michael Jackson died below.

Vintage Driven By Boredom

If you’ve been paying attention to my social media for the last couple years I have been posting throwback party photos from the “Indie Sleaze” era over on my VintageDBB Instagram account. I’ve been having a ton of fun doing it and part of that has been going back to old parties and finding photos I totally forgot about, sometimes finding photos I never even published because they didn’t seem interesting to me at the time.

Recently I started doing posts that consisted of images from just a single night or event and writing a bit about it in the caption and with the launch of Driven By Boredom 4.0 I want to expand that. As we start from scratch with this website and start moving forward, I also want to be moving backwards by reposting old images with new context, new edits and most importantly larger files without giant watermarks on them. Back in the day I wanted my logo to show up on people’s MySpace Top 8s so I made my logo take up like 15% of the image. I also posted so many terrible photos that I didn’t edit at all and they were all 750px wide which is way too small for modern screens. I still don’t do a lot of editing these days, but at least I am not posting images that are underexposed by three stops. 

Going back and doing this is going to be a lot of work for no financial reward so I have come up with a bounty system where people can pay me to see old photos again. For $150 I will track down the party or event you want to see and reupload it in high resolution with new edits and all of that. I am happy to shout you out as well in the post if that’s something you are interested in as well. Perhaps your old band from back then has a new album out and you want a little bonus promotion, I got you. I just need to come up with a way to justify all the time I am going to be spending digging through the archives, and maybe you guys can help. If you want to see an old gallery, just reach out. 

Lastly I should mention that one of the reasons that I am starting all over again is because 2025 is not 2007 and I know there are a ton of middle aged people out there who would prefer if there old drunken photos don’t exist anymore. As I reupload old content I am sure I will be unearthing some not so great memories for people and images they wish disappeared with MySpace, so as I go through this stuff I am going to 1) Try and not post the drunkest of photos 2) I will be presenting everything with new context instead of whatever fucked up thing I said about the photos at the time and 3) as always I will be removing any photos that people don’t want up. Again, just reach out. The last thing I want to do is upset anyone. I will be posting some old NSFW content, but all of that will be paywalled, so no one can accidentally stumble on that so if your boss sees it before you can ask me to take it down you can ask him why he’s on my pay site. 

We are currently building a private archive of the old site so that I can go back and see what I wrote at the time so I might not start uploading Vintage DBB posts until that is ready to go, but in the meantime go follow VintageDBB on Instagram. See you guys back here soon…

35mm Photo Dump

This is technically the first post of Driven By Boredom 4.0. I need to upload a few posts before the actual introductory post so we have to begin somewhere. I had originally planned on uploading the most recent DBB 3.0 posts to the new site, but I changed my mind. I want to start from scratch, but also I don’t want to drop any new content when the post wouldn’t be featured, so the solution is just a dump of recent 35mm photos.

These photos were taken primarily in December and January and hint at a bunch of projects I am working on. My life has changed quite a bit since moving to North Carolina a year ago, and it’s pretty obvious from the photos. Most of the interesting photos were taken on my two recent trips to NYC, but I moved to the beach so photos taken during the winter here aren’t exactly going to be exciting. Honestly I really like it here, but it is not as inspiring as I would like it to be, which is why I am forcing myself to work on a handful of projects.

Project 1) Photographing strangers. I am trying to force myself to photograph 200 strangers and I am slowly posting them on my 35mm Instagram account. I have been slacking a bit on that one recently, but I hope to start working more on that one as it gets warmer. 

Project 2) A photo documentary on a local fiberglass artist named Hubert Graham. I have visited Hubert three times so far and planned on going back a bunch more times. I am such a huge fan of roadside attractions and not only is his place a giant roadside attraction but he’s the person who makes roadside attractions for other people. 

Project 3) License plate zine. I am working on a new zine called Vanity that I promise will be more interesting than just photos of vanity plates. That’s my next project after Project 4.

Project 4) Nothing But Flowers. I have been working for nearly a year on a book with a bunch of other people featuring man made structures that have been overtaken by nature. There’s actually no examples of that in this photo dumb, purely because I am done shooting for it. I just need to finish laying out the book and actually publishing it. 

Aside from those projects this photo dump has some sports related photos, some mildly NSFW photos, some street/mall photography and even a trip to Medieval Times for my friend’s 40th birthday. It’s all pretty exciting. 

Okay, let’s just move on with our lives and test out the new gallery system. I have more posts to write to get ready for the launch of the new site.