Jane Wilde Is Back

An LA trip I went on in July 2019 still haunts me because I keep forgetting about the folder. Usually I organize everything by date but this trip I shot so much stuff I gave it it’s own folder and it’s at the very end of my 2019 folder and none of this matters except that when I am looking for stuff to post I keep missing that folder and there’s some great stuff in there like today’s shoot with Jane Wilde. I still have three shoots left from that trip to post after this one, but I wrote them down now so hopefully I will remember to get them up soon. Moving on.

The first time I shot Jane we took some really cool stuff walking around NYC. She grew up here so she was back visiting family and we have a pretty fun adventure. I was very excited to shoot her again so when I was back in LA I of course hit her up. She was hanging out with her friend Nigel and I knew him from Twitter so he said I could come by and shoot at his place. He’s got a pool and a rad dog and it was a good time.

On the minus side it was really fucking bright which led to nearly all the early photos we shot having these really harsh shadows, or Jane squinting, or in a lot of cases both. We problem solved by shooting in the shade and got some nice stuff that way and later in the day we ended up getting a few more shots in the pool when the sun was lower in the sky. Don’t worry, we got plenty of stuff you guys will enjoy.

Speaking of stuff you will enjoy, if you want to see a bunch of underwater stuff we shot I edited a bunch of it together and you can buy it for like $5 on Girls of DBB. Or you can subscribe to my OnlyFans and the footage is on there too, just not edited together and you gotta search for it because I put it up a while ago but it shouldn’t be too hard to find. Lastly, back on Girls of DBB, I posted all of these photos on there yesterday in high resolution, plus some explicit shots that are only on that site. You know the deal. With no events to photograph this stuff is all my income so I gotta be extra annoying about this stuff.

Okay, let’s get to some pictures. You will like them because Jane is really easy to take pictures of. It’s just a fact. Ps. Thanks to Nigel for letting me shoot at his place and pet his dog.

Click here to see all the NSFW pool day pics of Jane Wilde!

Jane Wilde

Jane Wilde

Jane Wilde

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Sammy Returns

For a few years I had two really hot neighbors that both happened to be two of my favorite models. It made my life very convenient especially when I was about to drop off some film and I needed to finish a roll. I would just hit them up on the way to my film lab, take a few photos and be on the move. I have taken so many film photos of both of them, but for some reason I have only really published one full shoot with Kirra. Sammy on the other hand, I have published many, many, many, many shoots with… and I don’t plan on stopping.

Kirra moved (she’s still pretty close – there’s some new photos of her here) but Sammy is still in the neighborhood and we are still shooting. When I sent her these photos we already started talking about our next shoot. And if there’s anything I know about my fans is that they love her. Honestly I get messages pretty often about more and more photos (and video) of her. I am happy to oblige. 

One good thing about Sammy is that we almost always shoot outside anyway. She seems to love getting naked in public and I love shooting that stuff so it’s very ideal in the Covid era. She also happens to have a great rooftop for shoots which brings me to this post. I shot her in two different outfits on her roof and we even shot a dumb TikTok and I took some nice behind the scenes video of her changing outfits which you can find on my OnlyFans

Speaking of my OnlyFans, I just put up another video of her today that I shot the last time we went out into the streets. Mask on, tits out, a 2020 vibe. You can also find this shoot in high res on Girls of Driven By Boredom. If you sign up for both of those and pick the 6th month discount option I think it’s only $6 a month total. Like help me out and get some fun nudes in your life.  Okay, enough promotion. Let’s get to the photos.

Click here to see all the NSFW photos of Sammy on a rooftop in Brooklyn.

Sammy

Sammy

Sammy

Sammy

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Remembering Ross Harman 10 Years Later

10 years ago today one of my best friends died. I have had too many friends die, but Ross Harman was like a brother to me. I managed his band, The Gaskets, for six years of my life and when he died I promised myself I would make sure people remembered his music and I sort of think I failed at that. I set up a crowdfunding campaign and we raised a bunch of money and were able to put out three records in his honor. We released his solo album and another compilation of songs that were on his computer when he died as well as a double length LP of other artists covering his music. It was truly incredible, except that after selling the first 100 or so those records have sat in my apartment for the last 9 years gathering dust. 

We built a website to honor him with a bunch of his music that existed up until last fall when my website got hacked and it was easier just to build the site again than fix it. But here we are on the anniversary of his death and the site doesn’t exist. The Gaskets site is down too which now links to a Wikipedia full of dead links. 

Last night I saw someone Tweet about the band Sparks and I went to an old hard drive to see if I could find a video of the Gaskets covering one of their songs. I loved that cover and I was sure I had it somewhere. I ultimately couldn’t find it, but in my search I pulled out the live concert DVD I produced way back in 2006. It is to this day my greatest accomplishment even though I still have a few hundred copies taking up space in my apartment as well. I watched a few minutes of it just to see the beginning and I ended up watching the whole thing. It made me miss that time in my life so much and it made me miss Ross even more. It was such a great feeling to be working with your favorite band every day and seeing how much people loved them again really moved me. 

I didn’t even realize I was watching it 10 years to the day after Ross died.

I woke up to a Facebook notification reminding me today was the day. I am certainly not one to believe in any sort of spirituality but I couldn’t believe the coincidence. It really was incredible. I don’t think I have watched it since Ross died and suddenly I am watching it on his anniversary. I don’t cry very often, but when I went back and reread what I wrote about Ross on here 10 years ago tears spilled down my face. I loved that motherfucker so much. 

Despite my failure as a manager to make the Gaskets a household name or to do more to spread Ross’ music since he passed there are some very good things that came out of the Gaskets. The other member of the band, Teddy Blanks, has gone on to great success as both a graphic designer and a director after blending design and film doing credits for countless movies and TV shows. His first credit sequence? That live concert DVD. His solo music has scored many films including Tiny Furniture, the breakout film from Lena Dunham (who in college directed a Gaskets video) and Red Flag made by his current directorial partner Alex Karpovsky. For me the Gaskets turned out to be the beginning of my photography career. I always thought I would work in music, but I went to school for photography because I thought it would be a good skill to have in the music industry while I as at the same time trying to figure out my place in the world. Music didn’t work out for me but all the first photos I ever published were for the Gaskets. I am not sure I would have ever made it as a photographer if I hadn’t managed that band. 

I had no idea what this blog was going to be about when I started writing it this morning. I actually took a break after the first sentence because it hurt too much to write. I don’t even know what the point of this was, but I had to write something. And I figured I could use this as an excuse to promote Ross’ music again even though not that much of it is online right now. 

First of all Handstand Records still has all the Ross “Ballpoint Pens” records in stock. They also have the concert DVD and even the Gaskets second album. I could not more highly recommend this stuff. 

Secondly, The Gaskets YouTube channel has not been updated since a few days after Ross’ death when we uploaded a fun interview they did with Blender in 2007 but it’s still a pretty good place to see some of the Gaskets music. A bunch of it is on Spotify and things like that but The Gaskets were one of the best live bands I have ever seen so it’s a good chance to see some of that.

Thirdly, please listen to this Teddy Blanks song. It is the only song on the tribute album that isn’t a cover. This song Teddy wrote about Ross using music he found on Ross’ computer. It makes my eyes water every time I hear it and it’s been in my head all day today. 

I also promise that in the near future I am gonna get his website back up and I will do another post about that when we do. His tribute album has never been made available digitally and we need to make that happen. Hopefully it and the Gaskets site will return soon.

Lastly I am going to leave you with a couple of videos. The first is for the Gaskets song Left Hand. Teddy wrote it about Ross’ drinking problem that ultimately lead to his death. Ross never talked about what that meant to him but he spent weeks by himself painting and animating this video. It means a great deal to me. The second video is from the Tribute album by Ross’ favorite artist Matt Mahaffey aka sElf. I couldn’t believe he said yes to recording this when randomly I reached out to him out of the blue. I have no idea who uploaded this but I really appreciate it. 

Please take a second to listen to Ross’ music. He was a brilliant fucked up man who I will never stop thinking about. I love you man.

Ps. I managed to find this Mp3 I uploaded of Ross’ solo song Symphony.

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Alex Feldman

It’s 2am at the moment and I am writing this from a small beach town called Lewes, Delaware where I have been for the last week. I have been seeing old friends, my parents from a distance and doing as little as possible. It’s been pretty great. We are leaving tomorrow and I figured I would get an update up in the morning before we leave so I am writing this now, in the middle of the night. 

As you may have noticed I haven’t done many shoots during the coronavirus but a couple of months ago I got a text from Alex around midnight wanting to shoot in some hotel in midtown. I had wanted to shoot her forever and I grabbed a mask and some cameras and was out the door. She wanted me to shoot a bunch of weird video content for her social media and stuff and I couldn’t really say no so we shot a bunch of random stuff and I shot a ton of 35mm and a handful of digital stuff as we were going. The whole thing was kinda madness and I got glitter all over my gear but we shot a bunch of cool stuff.  

A lot of the 35mm stuff I put on Girls of Driven By Boredom a while back and now all the digital stuff is there in high resolution. The 35mm stuff we are keeping exclusive to Girls of DBB other than the few shots I posted on social media. On top of that I am currently uploading a video of her naked in the shower pouring milk all over herself to my OnlyFans so that will be up by the time this post is. I also posted a video of her in a unicorn mask spraying whipped cream all over herself for some reason back when we first shot so you can see that on my OnlyFans too.

Okay, I am gonna go to sleep in a minute but you guys should go look at these photos.

Click here to see all the NSFW photos of Alex Feldman.

Alex Feldman

Alex Feldman

Alex Feldman

Alex Feldman

Alex Feldman

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2004 RNC, Punk Rock & Other Old Images

I am leaving NYC tomorrow for the first time in January. I honestly am the most excited about any vacation I have ever been on despite the fact that I am not really taking a vacation from anything but sitting on my couch watching 8 hours of Netflix a day. I am just kinda losing my mind. Because of this trip I have been quarantining so I can hide out in Delaware with some friends from childhood and see my parents who retired there. That’s why I spent last night watching the fucking Republican National Convention instead of out taking photos of the protests for the attempted execution of Jacob Blake. But watching the RNC gave me an idea for an update before I left town that has (almost) no nudity in it.

When quarantine first happened I had this idea of being productive and trying to better my life, which I obviously gave up on, but one of the things I did was buy a negative scanner and start scanning a bunch of old 35mm negatives I found in a box. It was a range of eras of photos, but pretty much high school and college. I think the earliest stuff is from the mid 90’s and the latest stuff is photos from the 2004 RNC when it was in New York. I wouldn’t move to the city for two more years but I was managing a band at the time and we booked a show in New York so we could join the protests. The photos aren’t very good, and the scans are worse, but it is very cool to see photos of Union Square before I even knew what Union Square was. 

After a couple of hours of scanning I realized that the scans were pretty garbage and gave up. I probably shouldn’t have bought a negative scanner for $100. I posted a few of the images to Twitter and then moved on with my life. But the RNC reminded me I had this folder on my desktop and I figured this would be a good post before I skipped town for a week. So let’s break down what you are looking at… 

The first group of photos I didn’t even actually take. I started a punk record label when I was in high school and our first, and by far most successful release was a 7″ compilation of DC punk bands called Raise The Flag harDCore Volume 1. Someone actually uploaded it to YouTube if you want to hear it. I was only 15 when we put the record together. Raise The Flag 2 was in the production stages when my business partner’s car broke down. Without telling me he spent all the money we had for the record on fixing his car. That ended the label and our friendship. (We did actually reconnect in college and are still close friends. Check out his new band!) These photos are from the Raise The Flag 2 cover art photo shoot. I am not sure who took these photos or why I didn’t do it. The whole reason I picked up a camera in the first place was to shoot DC punk bands but I guess I wanted to be in it. The actual label of the record was going to be a photo of me wearing only a DC flag so I sort of spun around while you listened to the album. Oh, all these photos were taken at the very steep stairs made famous by the movie the Exorcist

Up next in the gallery is the RNC protest photos, the only stuff color in the group, followed by some of the earliest nudes I ever shot. I had an assignment in college to shoot something with infrared film. For some reason it makes veins look really pronounced so I shot some nudes of a friend of mine and I think somewhere I still have the prints of these that I made for the assignment and they actually look pretty cool. An old Polaroid I took of her is actually on the inside cover my Instaxxx book and might actually predate these photos by a few months. 

The next photo is of this band the Infertil that were on that first Raise The Flag album. They ended up getting in a fight during their set and their drummer jumped over his drum set and into the crowd. I didn’t want to stop taking photos, but obviously I wasn’t gonna let fellow AV PUNX crew members get fucked with, so I am actually kicking someone at the same exact time as I am taking this photo. It was the first, but not the last time I had to fight with a camera in my hand. Twenty years later that same drummer actually ended up playing drums for my old band Fucking Bullshit. After that we have some photos from the Rolling Thunder bike rally in DC. I believe these photos are from the 2000 rally. And then there is a single photo from a WWF Monday Night Raw taping I went to in college.

From there there is a mix of band photos and protest photos (Edit: I realized after I posted this that there’s only one protest shot here. There were more scans but I guess I didn’t include them in the gallery) which is pretty much 99% of what I shot in high school. We  got a Leonard Peltier protest, photos of Rancid, Motörhead and Nashville Pussy, plus some shots of my friend Crazy Willy and a single self portrait! Check 16 year old me out! The gallery ends with some photos from Warped Tour 2002. These photos were actually on a CD I found in the box with the negatives. I covered Warped Tour ’98 for the zine I ran in high school and I think I went in ’97 too, but I got invited in 2002 by a girl I worked with at Ben & Jerry’s. I didn’t really want to go, but I did want to hang out with her so I requested a press pass so that I could at least shoot some bands at the same time. The CD had shots of the Casualties, Bad Religion and NOFX, but the BR & NOFX photos sucked, probably because I don’t like pop punk. I shot digital photos of these too and some of those are better but the camera was such garbage that they aren’t really worth looking at.

Okay, this is a weirdly long post for some shitty scans of some decades old photos. I still need to plug the shit that is paying my rent right now. If you like 35mm work you can check out my latest gallery on Girls of DBB which is all the NSFW 35mm stuff I have shot since February. I also uploaded a 3 minute compilation of old Vines from when nudity was allowed on Vine. You can buy that whole clip for $5, or you can see the three parts that make up that longer video on my OnlyFans. You can get access to everything on my OnlyFans for $5 so that seems like the better value, but you gotta make your own decisions. Oh, and speaking of OnlyFans I queued up posts for the next week so while I am on vacation you will continue to get content. Gonna try to find a gallery for Girls of DBB to upload when I am gone as well.

Now, if you wanna see all the old 35mm photos, click here!

2004 RNC Protest

 Nashville Pussy

Rolling Thunder 2000

Raise The Flag

Motorhead

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The Final Chloe Amour Shoot

No, she’s not dead or anything, I just did three shoots with her on the same day and this is the third one of them. You can see part one and part two via those links. It was a very productive day at my friend Eddy’s house in LA where we shot for several hours with a few outfit changes and kinda killed it I think. The second I saw her at a party I knew I wanted to shoot her and we got a ton of content out of it and now you have seen it all!

And by all, I mean, if you sign up for Girls of DBB you can see it all, because there aren’t any actual nude photos in here because I saved them all for the pay site because I am a monster and I need to pay my rent somehow. Aside from selling books and prints and pay sites I haven’t made a penny shooting photos since I sold a video of police brutality to the New York Times months ago. That is not super ideal for my life. I got a new zine thing coming out pretty soon, but I need some help with the design so we aren’t there yet.

Okay sorry, I will stop plugging my stuff now. Just kidding, sign up for my video a day OnlyFans. There’s an unpublished April O’Neil video on it today. Okay now I will stop. I swear.

Anyway, I really like a bunch of these photos and I think you guys will too assuming you like looking at photos of hot people which I assume you do because you are on this website. Maybe I’m wrong. Who is to say? I obviously haven’t posted anything other than hot people in a while. Hopefully I can come up with something soon though, aside from taking photo of my pet fish.

Click here to see my final set from my epic NSFW photo shoot with Chloe Amour. 

Chloe Amour

Chloe Amour

Chloe Amour

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Carmen

Somehow I have not updated in two weeks. I am not sure how that happened but I guess during this pandemic time has kinda ceased to exist. I also had another update ready to go, but it was never published for reasons I honestly don’t even want to get into right now, but whatever, I got a good one for you and it’s a lot of photos so rejoice.

My friend Scout introduced me to her friend Carmen who used to live in NYC and in pre-pandemic times used to come here all the time. On her last visit I went over to her hotel room and we shot a ton of photos and ate ramen and hit it off real well and I was sure I would be taking her photo all the time, but then like two weeks later the world ended so I haven’t seen her since obviously, but hopefully we will get to shoot again one day. This was the second to last shoot I did since all this started.

I have of course done some shoots over the last few months and I only mention that because I want to plug the shoot I did with my friend Bianca that is only on Girls of DBB. The shoot that I never published on here is also up there. It’s a really good one, so might be worth signing up just for that. There also happen to be a bunch of bonus shots of Carmen up there because her butt is real rad and I took a bunch of photos of it that are honestly a little too NC-17 for this site. 

Also I just uploaded two videos of her to my OnlyFans that were honestly accidents. I tried to film her jumping on the bed naked or something dumb like that but I hit stop instead of record and we ended up with nothing, but there’s a better video of her on there somewhere, you just gotta find it. It might take you a while BECAUSE THERE IS SO MUCH GOD DAMN INCREDIBLE CONTENT, or not. Okay, I am gonna stop promoting this shit now, but like now that the $600 a week unemployment thing is over I don’t really have any other way to pay rent so here we are.

Okay, long story short, Carmen rules and you should look at photos of her butt and stuff.

Click here to see a bunch of NSFW photos of Carmen.

Carmen

Carmen

Carmen

Carmen

Carmen

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Aiden Ashley & Leda Bear: Part 1

Back in January when I was in LA I was a little frustrated with some shoots that had been canceled and feeling like I was spending a bunch of money being out there and not getting enough work done. Fortunately I did one shoot that I think made up for all of it. I drove out to some decommissioned military base on the coast with Aiden Ashley and Leda Bear and we did a really epic shoot both at the base and then down on the shoreline. I think we got some great stuff, and we shot so much stuff that I am actually breaking it up into two parts.

The first part that I am bringing to you guys today was at the military base that no longer exists. There was almost no one there, but you could see us from all directions so we had a look out helping who would yell to us if anyone was coming and they would cover up real quick or hide. It worked out pretty well and we were able to shoot there for maybe 20 minutes or so before escaping. I shot a ton of Instax and 35mm stuff too so be on the lookout for work from this shoot to end up in books and zines in the future. Plus after we did the two shoots I shot Aiden for another project that I was working on before the coronavirus hit that has been pushed to the backburner but will hopefully happen eventually.  Speaking of the coronavirus, I love how apocolyptic these photos are, even though they were shot a couple months before the actual apocalypse. 

Okay, now I should mention the content you can pay extra money to see. These photos have already been up for a day over on Girls of DBB in high resolution with some bonus, more explicit shots. There are also three clips from the shoot on my OnlyFans including two from the “beach” location so you can get a little preview of what that is like over there.

Lastly I should mention that almost all of this shoot has nudity in it so I don’t really have anything good I can post below, so make sure you check out the gallery instead of just looking at a couple of shots on the main page and moving on. Now, moving on, go look at the photos.

Click here to see all the photos of Aiden Ashley and Leda Bear naked at a decommissioned military base.

Aiden Ashley & Leda Bear

Aiden Ashley & Leda Bear

Aiden Ashley & Leda Bear

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The Return Of Carter Cruise

Carter Cruise is one of my favorite people. I have taken her photo a bunch of times and she DJ’d my book release party in LA and she bought us matching tattoos for my birthday 5 years ago and the first time we ever hung out was at Donald Glover’s Super Bowl party and the goddamn Seahawks blew the game. What are you doing Pete? You have god damn Marshawn Lynch and you are gonna fucking pass the ball from the 1? Sorry, still pissed off about that one. What was I talking about?

Oh yeah Carter rules and she let me shoot nudes of her even though she is pretty much done with the whole being naked on the internets thing and I really appreciate her for that. She also signed a bunch of Instax for me for Kickstarter prizes for a Kickstarter that never happened cause of the fucking coronavirus. It will probably happen one day in the future but I didn’t really feel like trying to convince people to buy a book when everyone was unemployed.

Speaking of convincing people to give me money while they are unemployed this whole shoot is available in high resolution on Girls of Driven By Boredom and has a bunch of full nudes that are exclusive just to that site. You can still see a bunch of photos of her topless on here because I still love you even if you don’t help me pay my rent. There is also a short video of her on my OnlyFans today that has no actual nudity in it, but a couple weeks ago I posted a video from the day we got matching tattoos and she shows off her tattoo and her brand new nipple rings which she still has and was wearing in this shoot 5 years later! Okay enough, promotion. Moving on. 

Just want to give a huge shout out to my brother’s girlfriend Lauren who not only let me take these photos in her apartment but also let me stay there for a few days when I was in LA back in January. She had just moved in with my brother and she hadn’t rented out her place yet so I got to stay there which was fucking awesome because hotels in LA are unreasonably expensive. 

Okay this was super rambling but I really like these photos so hopefully you do to and can’t wait until coronavirus is over so I can go to LA and hang out with Carter and her super rad (and also very hot) roommate who let me take photos of her too but they are just on Girls of DBB because she didn’t want to be naked on the free internet which seems totally reasonable to me. They also just started a clothing company together and they have a pool which I want to be in right now. Oh fuck the paragraph apologizing for the rambling and trying to wrap things up got super rambling. There is only one thing to do now. Go look at the pictures!

Click here to see my latest shoot with the fantastic Carter Cruise!

Carter Cruise

Carter Cruise

Carter Cruise

Carter Cruise

Carter Cruise

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