Today sucked.

My mom totaly fucked everything up.  I made this awsome spiked baseball bat in sculpture class and I was in a decent mood.

Then my mom called.  She litterly calls me every day to bitch at me about something.  I hate it.  I am such a disapointment to her.  She complains about me wasting her money and about driven by boredom.  everyday she calls to complain about it.  I cant deal with this.  I wonder when stiles mom stoped bitching at him.

im sure ill even get yelled at for this...

anyway.. on top of that im feeling sick from working on the bat... all these bits of wood in my lungs and stomach...

i was going to go to do photo stuff today, but not im in too bad of a mood

my exgirlfined yells at me every day about stuff... she even redid the web page she made about me to attack me... then she tells me she wants to visit me

i want to help her so much... but its so hard... and i need help myself

i fucking hate this... why do my parents do this to me everyday

it looks like i may be with drawing from school soon

but i hope they let me stay in to work on my art.. maybe get some free learning

fuck em all

nate